Is.. running away from it all the only way I can truly gain what I want..? I don't know anymore. Deep down the striking feeling of fear is holding me breathless.
I'm a coward, I can't, I can't give up now, but what are my chances even if I tried?
Never mind that, even if I drop dead this instant it won't solve a damn thing. Guess I've never had much of a choice.
Ironic, isn't it?
It was, is, and will always be the burden I've created for myself, the personal monster that's following me, like a shadow. and I'm going to carry it to my deathbed.
Ha, ha, can't say no to that.
At least it's not gonna make me feel lonely, that's for sure.